Day 51 (21st June)

I think I’m going through a phase of writer’s block this morning. There is so much in my head but to I’m having some challenges getting them down in writing, but I guess writing this is a start. I wish this cold weather is over or at least nearly over. I feel so sluggish in cold season, though thankful, because there is a purpose for all seasons that God created. I am a bit behind in my journal but I’ve managed to bring it up to date this morning.

I’m happy I got some work on the new look We CAN website done this morning. It’s hard work with so many changes, not to talk about trying to get my little brother to keep to deadline.

I got sad news this afternoon. A Pastor and a friend died earlier today in Nigeria. He had Kidney failure and has been on dialysis for a while. I just thank God for his life that he is a believer and his faith in Christ was never shaken. It put a damper on my day though. I remember his time in SA and our engagements. He was such a humble man who loved God so much. I learnt so much from him, one that made such an impact was his teaching on the Passover and what the different items and instruction meant. I pray that God will pour His peace into the heart of his family at this time.

Each day just seems to fly. I think I work more now than when I was going to the office. I still managed to get a couple of hours late morning nap though, which is good. One task I intended to do today was align the Church report to the headquarters format. But I did not get to it; I’m feeling a bit low and not energized to do any figure work today. I think I will get some more reading and a Christian film. So, got a film titled; ‘Bishop in Hell’ in the video and got even more low. I need the Joy of the Lord here. The film is about men of God who ended in hell, for unforgiveness, pride and disobedience, it’s depressing. I think I need a lighter, more joyful film, maybe a romantic Christian film. I want to think about Heaven not hell. Tomorrow is another day. I want winter to be over like tomorrow but that would bring me nearer going back to work. I need some energy! I think enough whining now. Over and out for the day.

To you the source of my Joy, Jehovah you are exalted.